I Left A Piece Of Me There

G and I have been seriously talking about the future and what we need to do. We are still on opposite ends on some things, but there is a respect for each others view.

A new thing we discussed is the possibility of G taking a job with a company that would require her to travel. I think she was shocked at how much I did not want her to do that. It wouldn't be good for us. It wouldn't be good for me. The guy she tried to have a baby with works for the company. Apparently his partner does not mind him being gone days at a time. I think women are different. Well, at least I am.

I wanna get back to writing about my experiences with meeting other lesbians. It is difficult, but I am kind of sick of dwelling on the same old things. I want to go back to San Francisco again. I don't have closure on the place yet. I don't know what that is all about, but I do think about it a lot. I don't think it has to do with J at all. I think about her less and less as time goes by. There is just something about that city.