A Little Bit More

It is approaching the five year mark of the time when I starting exploring the gay issue. Just about the time I wrote the ad. Some thoughts linger on well past the appropriate length of dwelling.
Sometimes I still catch myself looking for an email to come through with the intitials that could make my day, or in the end bring me to tears.

4 years since I received the last email

"....please i want you to move on.
i just want to move on with my life and i want you to move on with yours. i am trying to become a better person, a stronger person, you should do the same."

I have become a better person, but probably not stronger.