I have become impatient while waiting for the computer. It is not back yet.

Your blog entry depends on your mood. I could have written pages yesterday. Today, I feel uninspired and couldn't care less. One day I am ready to be who I am supposed to be and not afraid to seize the moment, the next, second guessing and doubting a whole days worth of thoughts. I didn't have a plan yesterday, just a sense of exploration, a realization that change is possible. Excitement at what this may mean.
Today all I can think about is 4 weeks until spring break. That's it. Pathetic

When I get my computer back I will write in a different mood. Assume a less dreary outlook is forthcoming.