I got a ring from G for Christmas. We had our Christmas Friday night. I can't wear it around most people so what is the point?

I have a negative outlook on people in general these days. Not everyone, but most I associate with. I have a right to be happy, I am not hurting you so leave me alone.

Did I mention it is an engagement symbol ring. Diamond Sapphire.

It leaves me with mixed emotions. Kind of like the whole year in review. 03 is going to be very different, I am hoping for the best, but realize my situation leaves me open to a whole host of nightmares. At least my life isn't boring.