My mom asked about JR last night. that hit me very hard. I told her what I do know and moved off of it.
They say we learn from our mistakes, but I have only learned to be frustrated by not getting over this.
I keep picturing myself sitting there on the computer on July 15th and wishing I had that to do over again.
I wouldn't have went anywhere near the computer that day.
So simple, yet so impossible.